haiz... i wish that she can be my stead also... but why the yao yan keep on spreading... nw even my IG member also anyhow guess le... :( I also didn;t sae anything... why the all said that i and her stead liao gt one leg (in chinese) haix... i wish i haf also but nope... my hope might be gone soon...
todae i was in sch doin the idea tat she give for one of the project work... in the end hand kenna burn... it veri painful but i keep telling myself... all the things is possible as long as u tried n haf the determination to work... however, it can only used in work but not realtionship... hahaz
i seriously dunno wat is happening to mi... i was so lost todae... nt in the mood of doing work... even though i sae all rite if my best frend like her let him go ahead and sae his feelin 1st but i still feel pain like being stab by hundreds of knives in my heart... i dun wish to haf it i jz dunno y i haf this feeling... my heart was so pain... tat i dun care jz wan to do work to let myself to engross in it... hide from my feelin... hide from my frends... dun let them worri... let them haf fun...
however, i shuld apologies to wei lun as he is the most innocent person in todae thingy... i not pin pointing him or wat... it jz tt his buddy gab said some so irresponsible thingy tat makemi fed up... n i'm nt blaming wei lun for anything for the project work as i know he gt his own reasons... i was trying to sae the facts that the IG member is doin nth except the few of us... and tt shuldn't b the case... den wat the pt of joinin IG... ??? it so no meaning... haix...
however, the pain that i suffering now is much more from wat i suffered todae... hand kenna burn 3 times in a row... burn the string till keep on smelling the burning smell as well as burn till my chest pain again... ( which i didn't tell the rest of my teammates...) dun wish them to worri... i know that boss see this he surely will scold mi again... n i noe he meant gd... the reason tat i'm nt tellin them is also... we were prepared to go hm n do so no more burin n the pain jz last for a while... so shuld haf much problem...
my chest started to pain since sec 1 till nw also dunno the reason, even though my doc ask mi to go take x-ray but i tt time in sec sch no time to see... i noe it veri foolish but my mom also havin the same problem n i think it jz some kind of yi chuang bing... my health from young was not gd... (mayb due to the fact tt i was no. 7 child and all my mom calcium all given to my other silbling... :p) tat y i havin poor health... i dunno why suddenly i worte this dwn... anyway, back to the topic...
in my heart pain... on the other side i gt a gd news from my sis... she passed her exam todae... total of 7 papers she managed to pass n become jetstar asia cabin crew... at last she gt the job she dream to b in... so happi for her... way to go sis! ur the best... :p she will b flyin to hong kong tml for training till 11th aug... (free time for mi... hehex) juz jokin i'm nt tt bad... hahaz... but i think i'll missed her ba... even though it jz few daes as no one quarrel wif mi... nt fun liao... sad... haiz... anyway jz hope tat she gt bon voyage... hehex...
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