So long didn’t blog liao… also dunno wat to write… recently I juz behave unlike me… from lesson to lesson… I juz dunno the reason on how I act towards every problem… what attitude I’m having… am I giving up on all my module or juz really not in the mood to listen to lesson… especially one particular lesson… circuit analysis… recently I juz keep on rebutted what the facilitator said… I have never been so relax after came to polytechnic… I mean I still got do my work however, juz a bit more relax as in playing n joking in the lesson… I shuld counted myself lucky… all my facilitators treat me very good but I always disappointed them with my UT result… why I can do well in my daily grade but when it came to UT I jz can’t applied from what I learnt from day to day… I jz can’t figure out…
I so wish that I could stress myself up again like what I had did for last year but I can’t… the more I stress myself the more I have no mood to studied… what’s wrong with mi… am I too stressed up or it jz a excuse for myself… I hope to find out the answer… the first 3 UT from what I know I considered that I haf done badly for the module… even though I know that time is a constraint but if I understand what I learnt I shuld be able to finish the paper on time… and not leaving so many blank…
Recently, I realize that I fall in one of classmate… she is a very nice gal… she not only clever but also pretty n helpful… she had helped mi a lot in my module especially in my analog module… she even stay back after school till 7+pm n 8+pm teach mi and my the other classmate… I really like the feeling that we r having nw… as a frend… which I dun wish to spoilt it…
Frankly speaking actualli I like her since the first time I saw her in one of the event that my CCA having… when I know that she is the same course as I am I so wish to be same class with her and indeed we did become classmate… the world is full of amazing things… I never really expected that i got the chance to see her again n become her classmate even teammate… I already very contented… she even joined two CCA that I’m in… and now I have more time to work with her which I’m happy about…
However, things is not always on the bright side of it… just two days ago my best friend told me that he like her also… I really dun feel surprised at all… but oni that my heart gt sour sour ( in Chinese) feeling… I really dunno what to do… one is my best friend the other is the gal I like… who can tel mi what to do without hurting any of them…
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