Sunday, January 16, 2005

haiz... wat happen to mi???

Haiz.... wat happened to mi??? did i think on sth too in or i jz simply didn't care of the surrounding things... i had been nearly knock down by car 2 continous dae... it on thurs and fri... maybe there so much things happen in the week so i realli have no mood to think abt anything... or because too much things happen and cause mi nt to see it... haiz... i oso dunno... i realli dunno... i jz wan to b a person wo can live happily is it so hard to acheieve??? y things alwayz come my way especially ming yun... y ming yun alwayz wan mi to challenge it... i jz a human y muz he take mi so hard... y alwayz sth tt shuld happen in gd ways alwayz appear the other way round for mi... haiz... i remeber i nearly die a few times le... but always being rescue... the 1st time is nearly drown... tt was when i was in p 3 or 4... den my whole life since to change... everytime i'll try sth n it will happen one dae de... i dream tt my sch will haf fire for 5 yrs... same old dream but 1 yr didn't dream of it... it realli happen... i do not noe i'm lucky or wat... but i feel like i ke my frends & relatives... everytime when i gt major examination alwayz gt someone realted to mi died de... haiz... nw i enter the sch RP at redhill i do not know is it whether it my uncle bao yu wo or wat... coz the first time i go redhill is to attend his funeral... i juz feel like no matter who close to mi something will happen de... or mayb it jz coincidencely... i also dunno...

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