i'm so happi to see my daily grade tt i finalli gotten an A from carrie... i have to admit that this sem topics is quite tough for mi n i had try my best to get wat i deserve to get... i do not know is it someone playin politics in mi or i realli do not up to the standard she wan... haiz... however, afeter changing the team i had to admit that with pei lee, alex and pershant i can work quite well wif them but i jz can't work well with some others... who i had team before dunno y... especially someone whom is my best frend had change his whole attitude towards mi... i do not noe y... actualli on the 1st dae of sem 2 we have one small "incident" happen... i doesn't mean to throw my temper at him... i oso didn't angry abt him but dunno y his attitude change on that dae...
i remember every time during symposium meeting i suppose with him as a team... he shuld come to my side & discuss abt it but he alwayz go to joyce n KL there i do not noe y... ok tt fine with mi... but he even can change my slide without telling mi... wat is wrong wif him??? at least he shuld inform mi 1st... after tt when KL listen to my presentation he heard n he see is so different... after tt den he told mi he change the slide... -_-''' i didn't expext tt to happen as i trusted him... lucky i still have my original silde wif mi...
after that everytime during enterprise he slack in class... i already dun mind as at least after sometimes he will take zhu dong xing to ask us wat he need to do... but sometimes he jz give mi attitude... i noe tt mayb is the "incident" let him think tt i cannot joke with but sometimes he oso need to noe his limit... i jz hope tt i can get the 'old frend' tt i haf... seriously... i realli appreciately his frendship... i mean i dunno y i felt hurt tt he is nt tokin to mi like last time... we like 4 mths didn't tok abt personal thing... i been tryin to communicate wif him but he seem to avoid it and i dunno wat is it... so sad... he jz dunno how much i appreciate him as frend... a aready use soft approach wat else he wan... i aready raise my white flag... he win i lose... wat else he expect mi to do??? i never felt so hurt before even though the gal i like rejected mi... i didn't so hurt before... i realli do not noe wat is in his mind... sha n addison had help mi asked him but he himself oso dunno where the pro lies... wat else can i do??? who can tel mi??? haiz~
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