wat happen??? y todae the things i did was jz nt rite....

wAt haPPen??? did i sae anything wrong??? or wat am i doing todae??? todae i jz don feel rite... even though in the morning it still quite alritez however when it come to lunch all the things jz went wrong... is it due to the emotion tt i have yesterdae deep inside mi tt made to drift off from wat i doin todae??? i doubt so... i dunno y i feel like i sae sth wrong jz nw when i sms my frend (u know who u r) wan take tis chance to srry... i realli do not noe wat wrong with mi... jz don tok anything or anything rite todae... haiz~ perhaps tt work for too long brain start to have problem... even todae in the presetation i smoke it through which i seldom do it... and i totally have no confidence in watever i sae... where my cconfidence go?? haiz~ i jz hope tt the 4 1/2 weeks can pass veri fast... tt all i asked for... i wish tt i was having break nw... but i'm nt... sad... y nw a day a lot of problem happen to mi... sway... i think tt the word t can decribe mi... even when i was crossing the road yesterday i was nearly knock down by a car... which is the 4th times in 3 weeks... so unlucky... i think i need to be more careful liao... lucky yesterdae my frend immediately pull mi aways or else nw i shuld b lying some where else liao... thx fauzie... life is short especially u wouldn't know wat will happen the nex moment mayb we will strike rich the next moment or we will go some where else due to some reasons... anywae i trteasure the ppl ard mi veri much n thx for all the things u guyz did 4 mi... :p

wat a dae....

todae we having SF workshop... which i didn't wan to attend... however i still attended it... and my stupid alarm clock jz can't wake mi up by the roster shouting... haiz... (shuld i change another alarm clock???) i woke up at ard 7.39am... n i noe i'll b late for the workshop... i aready rushing and when i was abt to go out someone called mi... it was saiful... haiz... y he alwayz like to call ppl at the wrong time... haiz... in the end i end up 8.19am left my hus n reached kebangan at 8.40am stil gt a long way to go... haiz... when i reach redhill i tot i'll b damn late... n wanted to take cab eventualli i didn't so i decide to walkewd faster n run... finalli i 9.10am reach the gate of th school and i saw cindy our cyriva club advisor... however i jz smile at her and den cross the road n keep on my pace... after tt when i reach the sch i rush up to TS05 but the door is lock!!! at tt time i was panting n hard to breath... so i called seiw ping but she didn't pick up so i called yi cheng actualli they had change the venue without telin mi... haiz... sad... but 1 lucky thing is tt i didn't take cab as i reach le they still haven start it... haiz... den i team with KL, berz n Ivan... throughout the prestation i listen veri attentive as i realli wan to learn somethings but i dunno y everytime glenn is there i was so afraid to speak up... haiz... i noe he is a nice guy but i jz scare of his face... dunno y... and todae i havin quite a lot of fun n learnin things as well...

however... i been out of a sudden being drag into sch event last mins which is KL asked mi to replace amela... haiz... but during the process of attached to a real fac helps mi a lot in my FS i oso see the students realli tryin veri hard to think of the possible ans... it was veri fun with that grp of "students" i hope to see them again... if gt fate... i'll mizz them all... n i was surprise tt they actualli ask 4 my email add and ask to take pic wif mi... as i didn't help much in the guiding... i'll remember them alwayz... and i noe 1 more new fac from CED (Alvin Lim)... tis week is his 1st week in rp hope tt it benefits him as well in this workshop... all the best to u all...

shopping dae....

todae is my sis Joey off day... so i accomapny her to go robinson sales at hall 5 expo... i've to sae srry to two of my frends... i'm so srry boss (kel) & victim (JQ)... i'm so srry guys... i noe it bad to left u 2 but.. i forgotten i metting my sis so srry... hope u guys understand... todae at the sales my sis go see her stuffs so i jz wandering around the men wear... i found a jacket tt is situable for mi to wear to RP... and i like it pretty much oso (as it is cheaper and suit the purpose on wat i wan to achieve...) i think if people ask mi how much the price it would b they will be shock... as it does not look like the price it shuld b... however... the trips was not so nice as i went to the men wear to walk ard n ar for five ard den my sis came back... and i was quite boring tt dae and i shuld go out with u guys... haiz... regretted... haiz...

haiz... wat happen to mi???

Haiz.... wat happened to mi??? did i think on sth too in or i jz simply didn't care of the surrounding things... i had been nearly knock down by car 2 continous dae... it on thurs and fri... maybe there so much things happen in the week so i realli have no mood to think abt anything... or because too much things happen and cause mi nt to see it... haiz... i oso dunno... i realli dunno... i jz wan to b a person wo can live happily is it so hard to acheieve??? y things alwayz come my way especially ming yun... y ming yun alwayz wan mi to challenge it... i jz a human y muz he take mi so hard... y alwayz sth tt shuld happen in gd ways alwayz appear the other way round for mi... haiz... i remeber i nearly die a few times le... but always being rescue... the 1st time is nearly drown... tt was when i was in p 3 or 4... den my whole life since to change... everytime i'll try sth n it will happen one dae de... i dream tt my sch will haf fire for 5 yrs... same old dream but 1 yr didn't dream of it... it realli happen... i do not noe i'm lucky or wat... but i feel like i ke my frends & relatives... everytime when i gt major examination alwayz gt someone realted to mi died de... haiz... nw i enter the sch RP at redhill i do not know is it whether it my uncle bao yu wo or wat... coz the first time i go redhill is to attend his funeral... i juz feel like no matter who close to mi something will happen de... or mayb it jz coincidencely... i also dunno...

Finalli gotten an A from carrie....

i'm so happi to see my daily grade tt i finalli gotten an A from carrie... i have to admit that this sem topics is quite tough for mi n i had try my best to get wat i deserve to get... i do not know is it someone playin politics in mi or i realli do not up to the standard she wan... haiz... however, afeter changing the team i had to admit that with pei lee, alex and pershant i can work quite well wif them but i jz can't work well with some others... who i had team before dunno y... especially someone whom is my best frend had change his whole attitude towards mi... i do not noe y... actualli on the 1st dae of sem 2 we have one small "incident" happen... i doesn't mean to throw my temper at him... i oso didn't angry abt him but dunno y his attitude change on that dae...

i remember every time during symposium meeting i suppose with him as a team... he shuld come to my side & discuss abt it but he alwayz go to joyce n KL there i do not noe y... ok tt fine with mi... but he even can change my slide without telling mi... wat is wrong wif him??? at least he shuld inform mi 1st... after tt when KL listen to my presentation he heard n he see is so different... after tt den he told mi he change the slide... -_-''' i didn't expext tt to happen as i trusted him... lucky i still have my original silde wif mi...

after that everytime during enterprise he slack in class... i already dun mind as at least after sometimes he will take zhu dong xing to ask us wat he need to do... but sometimes he jz give mi attitude... i noe tt mayb is the "incident" let him think tt i cannot joke with but sometimes he oso need to noe his limit... i jz hope tt i can get the 'old frend' tt i haf... seriously... i realli appreciately his frendship... i mean i dunno y i felt hurt tt he is nt tokin to mi like last time... we like 4 mths didn't tok abt personal thing... i been tryin to communicate wif him but he seem to avoid it and i dunno wat is it... so sad... he jz dunno how much i appreciate him as frend... a aready use soft approach wat else he wan... i aready raise my white flag... he win i lose... wat else he expect mi to do??? i never felt so hurt before even though the gal i like rejected mi... i didn't so hurt before... i realli do not noe wat is in his mind... sha n addison had help mi asked him but he himself oso dunno where the pro lies... wat else can i do??? who can tel mi??? haiz~

Yea!!! i pass my math ut... finalli...

yea!!! i finalli pass my 1st ut for math(actualli is 2nd ut)... haiz... haven to work hard to maintain the grade as i cannot affort to drop it... todae cna change tam le... sianz... todae i slack in class as i didn't realli do my work in brainstorming the ideas... but i think overall i did gd job as i actualli wrote down all the comments i had for the 4 teams and shooting them Qns... i hope tt they noe tt i didn't realli mean to shoot at them but i jz wish to pass my comments to help them further improve... i do not y the team i shoot the questions seem like they dunno how to reply mi... haiz... i realli dunno wat to ask or shuld i keep on askin or stop... moreover i seem like askin qns tt they r unable to ans most of the time... am i over doing???

math differiation...

todae i be hafin differenntation ut... which i noe tt i'll done badly for it... as i didn't finish 2 questions and lost 7 marks for it... i noe tt i had flung my 1st math ut so i can't afford to flung another one... sianz... jz hope tt i'll pass this ut 1st and the other 2 as well... haf to work hard on my daily grade le wor~

UT... haiz....

mi todae having enterprise ut... i veri scare tt i havin a E for this ut... all i pray is to get at least a D+ for it... haiz... i noe tt carrie n choon hou had help mi a lot i this accounting topics and i realli appreciate veri much... carrie i noe tt i mayb will disappoint u therefore i apologies here... jz hope everything will be fine...

Why is this happening???

Wat hAppen??? y my Class seem so different from wAt it suppose to be??? iS it bacauSe of soMe incident happened??? haiz... i jz hope to get back to the old TS04-08 where all of us can have so mUCh fun and jOke wif each oTher without any offence... wat happen??? i also dunno haiz... can anyone give mi an ans???