Wat happen to mi…??? I long time didn’t feel like tat le… y out of a sudden it all came back… I know that if it is nt back nw it will b back in future… I know that I should nt hide my feelin but wat can I do… love one person is so painful… I even tried to forget her… I tried to freeze all my feelin for her but I jz can’t do it… y every time when I going to success to forget abt u… given up hope on u den u come to give mi hope… u know u r veri cruel… I like u for 6 years le… gping to 7 years… y every t9ime I tried to forget u… u will reappear to my face… I wish I haf the guts to tel u how much I like you… or I should say how much I love u… didn’t u feel it… I have been struggle… sometime I jz wan to tel myself I haf no feelin for u… but I can’t… my feelin for u is so deep till even I oso do not know how to describe it… u noe how many time I had heartbreak due to u… from sec 1 till nw… every time I see u sad I feel the same way too… even though I can’t share ur sadness as ur bf but I can onli b a good frend to share ur joy n sadness I aready veri happi… but I do nt know y the feelin for u had been freeze for so long but it seem had been break by something… I do nt ask 4 anything in return jz wan to know haf u ever feel the same I feel for u to mi… mayb I had ask too much from u… but I jz to let u know after the last time I tel u I still like u n I’ll wait 4 u when u ready but I really wan to noe how u feel nw… throughout the 6 yrs… I had been rejected how many times by u… how much heartbreak I haf… u should noe… or u can u can ask wei qiang n kah wee they all… they all also can’t stand mi sometimes… hahaz… I might look ok infront of u… as I will onli show my true self to Kenny kah wee n wei qiang they all… I know in the past I do nt haf any zhi ge to like u… as I was veri so called ‘weak’ n haf a lot of jue dian… but I haf change all because of u… u know how sad I am last yr when I see u being bulli by the gal in ur class but wat I can do 4 u… all I can is tok to them n try to clear the misunderstandin between u all… I remember I was once being say by Debbie… since u care 4 her u ask her urself don’t ask us… I been being say or scolded by a lot of time whenever I ask pei ni abt ur thing… I sae all tis is not askin u to return mi wat as I believe tat love nt calculate in how much u give out how much u will get in return… I know many ppl say I’m veri silly to do all this for u… but I don’t think so… I find it worth… n every time I do I feel happi even though I know I will nt get any returns… I really don’t wat to sae le… I know tat u might nt see this blog but I jz hope tat u have the chance to pop by to see all thing tat I wish to tell u but do nt haf the guts to say when I face u… hope tat u will find ur prince charmmin one dae…
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