Wat a dae!!!

I veri long time didn’t visit science centre le… I really haf fun at dere thanks guys I think if nt u all I won’t b so happi… actually I wan to freeze my feelin for a gal in the fun… thanks for makin tis trip as I was really don wish to feelin… I oso do not know wat I tryin to sae jz wan to sae thanks… frankly speakin I really do not know wat I’m tryin to do… before I meet u all I jz met my sec sch frend… some of them is once I was quite close to them… one of them is a person I always scolded him as I don’t wish he failed his ‘o’ level n need to retake as he alwayz playin a fool in class… I know tat I was being nosy but I jz wish to see this branch of frend I spend 5 yrs studying wif them can all go poly together… but did I know tat whatever I did in their eye was nth… they tot I might b seeing them can’t make it so I did this to them… but I jz meant good… in the other word I was nosy… hahaz… but todae when I faced them… I realize tat I had nth to say to them… whatever they ask mi I ans… It become like veri awkward… like a QnA session I faced in class everydae… they tried veri hard to pull mi inside… but I do not know y I jz wish to listen to wat they say n if it funny jz laugh I jz wan to b away from the conversation… I do not know y… when the moment sha message sayin tat she stomach cramp cannot join us.. I called her… and ask her to tok to mi… or I should sae I wan to find topic to tok on the phone n stay away from the conversation for the moment… they also know that I like to sing k but they didn’t invite mi to go wif them… wat kind of frend they r… I also do not know I purposely mention going to k box wife e lin n li hong or I wan to clarify whether sha is comin wif us or nt… not onli tat when Saiful call mi I call tok to him till so ‘crazy’… I really do nt know wat I trying to show them… am I trying to show them tat the current Meng Hwee is nt like in the past le… nt shy… do nt care how ppl see mi… and do not like the past bookworm… n start to crazy… n start to b more socialize… not like in the past don’t know how to play… finally go out wif frend and nt always stay at home… as in the past they ask mi out 10 times I onli one time go out… or I tryin to show them I without them I can oso live happily… wan them to know they abandon mi is wrong n wan them to give back to mi… anyway whether they will or nt… life still on… but I really dunno wat I tryin to prove… even when I go k box sing I was oso nt myself… I was veri emotional I think eelin should haf see through wat I’m tryin to do…I try nt to spoilt their mood… so I hide my feelin all till the session finish… at u all know wat… tat night is the first night I drinking beer… last time I onli drink 2 slip… tis time I drink 1 mug… n I still have clear mind nt like last time onli 2 slip I aready a bit giddy le… hahaz… anyway thanks guy for bringin such a good dae to mi… even though u all did not realize actually I was trouble but thanks for givin mi such a good dae… wah wat a dae!!! Hahaz… thanks rPBL frends… n thank you li xuan…