NS coming...

Haiz.. im going to national service soon... when the letter havent come... i keep thinking when will it come... at first was really looking forwards for NS... as i have been slacking at home after i graduated... so hope that can really do some work quickly... however, when the date is getting near... i feel rather nervous and begin to worry for NS... it totally a different feeling before i got the letter... is this normal??? or am i juz thinking too much... anyway... mayb it a good timing for me to go NS... as first of all i can slim down from there... hehex... another thing is that i do not have much to worry due to the fact that i do not have any girlfriend at the moment... which means that no need to worry about time management.... hopefully tis time ard i can really slim down when i go inside... haha... have been waited to slim down for yrs... got slim down once... but nw grown back fat again... :P so hope tt tis is a gd chance for me to slim back down again... haha...