Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Boss... hope u will see tis one dae...

During this camp i really Know gentech member more... i didnt expect i will enjoy tis camp quite much... however, because of gentech i nearly loss one gd frend mayb i shuld say i lost it le...

this frend of mine mean alot to me... and he is the boss i have been talking abt in my blog before...

he got ask mi to quit the IG before... but nt tt i dun wan quit is at tt moment i cant quit... i was planning the camp... and maybe i try to find back my interest back... i dun wish juz let tt n give up showing tt i lost to them... but becoz of having tis tot i lost my poly best frend which i regret alot... we nt like in the past can talk to each other abt our secret anymore and i really feel hurt... i feel tt he was being scarastic to me but i know he meant to be gd... i do agree to him abt tt i shuld give myself more space n nt juz in cca have to tot of myself... nw i really tryin hard to find myself own life back... maybe he would see tis blog mayb he wont... he used to look at my blog but nw i really hope tt he will see it again...

i dun wish to give up this frendship so easily... in RP no one know mi the best oni him... i treating him more than a frend he juz like my elder bro like tt i can feel brotherhood when i was with him... maybe is tt i nt really close to my real brother at home... ha... but i really hope he can see this blog once again and see wat i wan to sae rite from the bottom of my heart... i wont forget the times tt i spend with u... cash converter... at KL... at rPBL first outreach... and the incident tt happen at pasir ris abt the drunk guy... i realli missed those dae... hope tt u can give me one more chance to be ur close frend again tt all i asked for...

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