Boss... hope u will see tis one dae...

During this camp i really Know gentech member more... i didnt expect i will enjoy tis camp quite much... however, because of gentech i nearly loss one gd frend mayb i shuld say i lost it le...

this frend of mine mean alot to me... and he is the boss i have been talking abt in my blog before...

he got ask mi to quit the IG before... but nt tt i dun wan quit is at tt moment i cant quit... i was planning the camp... and maybe i try to find back my interest back... i dun wish juz let tt n give up showing tt i lost to them... but becoz of having tis tot i lost my poly best frend which i regret alot... we nt like in the past can talk to each other abt our secret anymore and i really feel hurt... i feel tt he was being scarastic to me but i know he meant to be gd... i do agree to him abt tt i shuld give myself more space n nt juz in cca have to tot of myself... nw i really tryin hard to find myself own life back... maybe he would see tis blog mayb he wont... he used to look at my blog but nw i really hope tt he will see it again...

i dun wish to give up this frendship so easily... in RP no one know mi the best oni him... i treating him more than a frend he juz like my elder bro like tt i can feel brotherhood when i was with him... maybe is tt i nt really close to my real brother at home... ha... but i really hope he can see this blog once again and see wat i wan to sae rite from the bottom of my heart... i wont forget the times tt i spend with u... cash converter... at KL... at rPBL first outreach... and the incident tt happen at pasir ris abt the drunk guy... i realli missed those dae... hope tt u can give me one more chance to be ur close frend again tt all i asked for...

Finally tot thro'

i finalli tot thro' le... since i like the gal for 8 yrs.. wat i am waiting for...??? y i didnt tel her abt my feeling??? am i afraid to be rejected??? i decide to woo her ask her out for a date... i took a lot of courage to ask her out on v dae... i bought her a braclet and i choose on my own...

but things dun turn out rite... i didnt manage to ask her out but at least i gt pass her the present... and we have a chat under her block for like 20 - 30 mins... it was quite a memorable v dae tt i ever have...

i got 2 memoable v dae n both is with her... one is during sec 3 the other is this yr...

sec 3 tt yr during recess time... i purposely walk pass her n wish her to enjoy tt dae... but as her frend is with her n some if them dun like mi much so she didnt sae anything n walk on...

at first i tot she didnt hear it or pretend didnt hear... but at tt nite she called mi and wish mi back n we chat for a hour plus tt nite... it was quite a happy moment... i treasure every moment i spend with her... realli... i treasure it veri much... but i dunno whether she felt the same ant...

hope tt she will accept mi one dae... love her so much and so deep... haiz...