Saturday, December 30, 2006

Outing...









Today I suppose to go to school for a workshop my favourite facilitator however, when I prepared ready was about to go out I had discomfort in the stomache which feel like indegestion... i cant be possibly attend the workshop with my stomach in the pain what if half way though i need to go to toliet to vomit or diarrohea... So in the end I didnt manage to go for the workshop... so sad...

In the afternoon, I felt so much better... so my sis asked me to meet her at Tampines interchange as she want to go to the mall to shop... so I have no choice but say okay... in the end my friend saiful called me and ask me to check the time for the movie, "The Holiday"... as his sis asked him to go watch so I helped him to check and he asked me to go watch with him... Since I going out with my sis and she meeting her bf in a later time... so I tell my friend to meet him at five plus... so we decide to go vivocity golden village to watch the movie... we suppose to meet at 5 plus in the end both of us reached around 6pm... when we reach the cinema the ticket all selling fast... so we decide to chage to Cathay at THE CATHAY... so we went to the train station... the train was going to close soon and my friend is inside the train furthermore someone blocking in front of me... when i reach the door there... the door start closing... when I saw it my mind went blank... the next thing that happpend is that my hand go to open the door... as the door is half closed... I still managed to get into the train... I admit that sometime I was quite slow in realizing thing... when I got into the train... many people eyes was looking at me... because of me the train door was not closed properly... then I realized what I really did... (if anyone of you who are reading this blog happened to appear at the secene just now... i would like to apologies to what i did as i really cant think of anything...)

Ever since the incident that happened at the harbourfront station... I do not know how to cover my embrassment... so have to talk a lot to my friend and keep on laughin try to turn to another topic... after we reached THE CATHAY we realized that the situation does not appeared to be better... all the ticket is selling fast... and i dont wish to sit at the front row therefore we try for golden village at PS... to our surprised the queue is damn long... we decide to go to cinelesiure to check out on the movie... but all the show is at 8+pm... and I also have no mood to watch any movie after a long walk... and more over tml I still got work... therefore we decide to go makan... we decide to go to BK near wheellock place... while walkin to wheellock place the traffic there is very dangerous... as we nearly trap in the middle of the road... while having our dinner we also at there talk a lot... all about school ppl and we start to play with my phone camera... we have taken few photo... hehex... after the dineer... saiful want to go to starbucks to have a drink... so we went to paragon... my sis and her bf also near to orchard there so i decide to meet her when i was about to go home...

Today outing is quite a successful one as i have so much fun after being stressed for so long... while on the way home... inside the train i n my sis take photo... above are some of the photo taken...

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Christmas...






Today is Chirstmas day, as usual I asked my friendz out... Actually, can say that I was being busybody... as I have this friend of mine known from work... I introduce him to my godsis and now he have feeling for her... but he worry that if he ask her out for one on one meeting she might not come out so need to use me as excuse... as a buddy of him i try my best to convience my godsis out la...

So we went to PS and planning to watch movie... however, when we reach the cinema the tickets is running fast and the next show is at evening time which is 7 plus pm... if my godsis not meeting anyone maybe we still able to catch the show but she meeting her another friend in the evening so have no choice... so we just go shopping in PS... and we also took neoprint...

We also went to swesen (pardon me if i spell wrongly) to eat ice cream and dinner... in the period of waiting for our ice cream... we start playing with our camera phone by taking pictures... and have a lot of fun and laughter... I guessed this is the first time that I celebrate Christmas in a peaceful manner and relaxing... in the past, my aunt always asked us to go to her house.... and after we reached she asked a lot of questions about our studies like grades and school things... sometime i find it annoying as every year they kept asking the same things during festival like chinese new year... christmas and some family gathering session... the ans thoughout the year is alwayz the same just dunno why wat the point of asking again and again... Haiz.... anyway this year chirstmas is the most peaceful one for me... hahaz...

Thursday, November 09, 2006

English O level....

Today is my English O level day... I cant believe that today I make such a grave mistake... I was late for the exam... I was late by 5 mins....

Around 7.30 am, my mom wake me up for the exam and ask me what time it start? So I woke up and told her that is 8.30am... after that I think I better check with the timing again... To my surprized I remembered wrongly... The exam starting at 8am!!!! So I jump out of my bed and go bath and rush out of my house... I was quite lucky that the school that I taking exam is near my house...

When I reach the school was about 7.45am, I realized that I couldnt find the classroom as I am a private Candidate so i do not know the school well. I keep on running up and down to check for the class... in only one minute left and I have no choice to ask the staff over there... when I reach the class it just got start once I settled down it was 8.05am...

The wrost thing is the I even write my centre number wrongly but index correct... I realized it when the second paper start... therefore the first paper all the centre number was wrong... I now dont whether I am able to pass this exam this year or not... if not I cant get my Diploma... Haiz... Hope that really can pass this exam...

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Brithday Celebration by Cyriva Club aka Engineering Club...







Today I was quite surprised today that Cyriva Club celebrated my birthday as i really didn't expect them to do it. However, I must say that I am really touched by them. Even though it may be a late celebration I still very appreciate their effort of making this small celebration for me. Let me to have this memories till I graduate. Actually, I am in my third year of Poly I only left 3 months before I graduate. I will keep this memories inside of me. As this is the first time that the club actually celebrating my birthday I will never forget this day.

Last year is Gentech Interest Group celebrate for me. I remember that time Sabrina and Wilfred is the one who suggested it and it a surprised to me too. As during that period, I did have some small problem with the Interest Group. I was touched by them as well and nearly cry out... hahaz... Throughout my twenty years, last year is the first time that my friendz celebrate for me that why I was abit too emotional. But still need to thanks them for doing that. At least let me know that they actually care for me. If you are a person who know me should know that I am a person who are lack of confidence in my life and surrounding. Maybe I have been betray by friendz too many times that I do not dare to really take out all my heart to treat a friendz.

So far only one person can let me to take out all my heart to treat me as best friend and good friendz whom is Kelvin Leen. I will never forget that I once have this friendz... I do not know whether he still treat me as friendz or not as when I saw him in school lift, I smile at him in return he look at me angrily... n now even though i saw him sign in to MSN i dont even know how to start a topic. I really hope that we can like before, but is that really possible? I always ask myself... I really dont know the ans as I dont know about his thinking... anyways glad to know him as friendz that light up my poly life. Thanks to all the people who know me as you guys really light up my life.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

First day of school...

Today is the first day of my third year. For this year it will be a speacial year to me as this year we had moved to our new campus in woodlands where we should be. Today is the first day that i step into the new campus with my best friend fauzie. I suppose to meet him at 7 am but in th end it end up that i waited for him for around 20 minutes. We do not really sure how long is the journey and since it the first day so most probably that the facilitator wont blame us for being late and it is the first day in new campus.

When i reached school i realized that i do not know how to get to the classroom and i try to find it like hell but still didnt manage to find it. As i know that kah hoe is in the same class with me i try my luck of calling him and see whether he know the way. Never did i expect that actually he waS walking behind when i was about to call him. so we get to class together.

When i reached outside class, i realized that the facilitator had started the problem statement so i try to join in. i step into the class and realize is mr. koh chee keat. i didnt expect him to be my facilitator for that module and he is the module chair as well. As far as i know that mr. koh chee keat hate people to be late for class. Lucky it was juz the first lesson.

Another thing that i didnt expect that i was being team with amila again. i got a very bad experience when i team with him for the last semester communication system. on the first lesson of communication system, he had used people sildebut he do not how to explain. on that particular lesson, i remember that we split the job up so when it going to be presentation i have to combine all the slide into one. when i combining the slide i realize i did not understand so of the point amila put in the slide so when i asked him he only say he dont know too.

so i try to find some research, i had understand why the slide mention certain things and it is realated. During presentaion on his slide i was trying to help him out in the explaination since i had done research but he didnt give me a chance to speak up he snap my word. that why i do not like to tean with him... this is the first day experiece that i had encounted...

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Pri 3/5 friend meet again after lost contact for 8 yrs...

















WAH... Time files so fast... we graduate from primary school for 8 years le oh... didnt really expect to find this banch of frends back again after lost contact for 8 yrs... actualli it was my every yr bdae wish to find them back and this yr it really came true for me... so happi to see them again... even though some of their attitude, appearance changes they still the banch of friends that went though happiness and hardship with mi before... the kind of feeling is so amazing... we can talk a lot abt our past... like the life in primary sch n recall how we were like in the pass...

i remember wei lin as a very naughty gal to me as she used to bully me alot... but her attitude nw is more mature and hope to know her better as a frend and nt a person who is being bullied by her... :p

as for pei ni throughout the life in primary sch and sec sch we were nt really close... it was during our sec 5 yrs we then get close... as we are in same chinese class and her classroom juz beside me... and the gal tt i like is from her class... :x

for wen cai... our friendship like never die before... we still like in the past so close so playful... still like to disturb each other alot... :p

for derrick i remember him to b a quiet guy in my class and he is a nice person as far as i remember... he is veri smart also... hope to know more abt him as for nw as this 8 yrs i believe tt everyone change and might not be the one that we used to kNow.. =)

for bing zhao, i remember him as a quiet guy also and he is like veri cool... but i can see him change alot... more outgoing nw... maybe in the past i dunno him much bah... hope to know more abt him...

as for xian ling i remember she quite close to ci min ( a gal who same class with mi since pri 1 to 6) the rest nt quite remember... Hope to know her more as a old frend... haha...

it was really like a dream as i never think tt wat happened in drama will happen to mi in real life... nw i understand the meaning of one chinese saying... 人生如戏, 戏如人生. (LIFE IS LIKE A DRAMA ITSELF AND WHAT DRAMA SHOWING IS A REFLECTION OF LIFE)

It was a great nite yesterdae but it was nt organize properly therefore abit boring as there no activities... i promise to make a fun one for the next gathering session... =)

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Boss... hope u will see tis one dae...

During this camp i really Know gentech member more... i didnt expect i will enjoy tis camp quite much... however, because of gentech i nearly loss one gd frend mayb i shuld say i lost it le...

this frend of mine mean alot to me... and he is the boss i have been talking abt in my blog before...

he got ask mi to quit the IG before... but nt tt i dun wan quit is at tt moment i cant quit... i was planning the camp... and maybe i try to find back my interest back... i dun wish juz let tt n give up showing tt i lost to them... but becoz of having tis tot i lost my poly best frend which i regret alot... we nt like in the past can talk to each other abt our secret anymore and i really feel hurt... i feel tt he was being scarastic to me but i know he meant to be gd... i do agree to him abt tt i shuld give myself more space n nt juz in cca have to tot of myself... nw i really tryin hard to find myself own life back... maybe he would see tis blog mayb he wont... he used to look at my blog but nw i really hope tt he will see it again...

i dun wish to give up this frendship so easily... in RP no one know mi the best oni him... i treating him more than a frend he juz like my elder bro like tt i can feel brotherhood when i was with him... maybe is tt i nt really close to my real brother at home... ha... but i really hope he can see this blog once again and see wat i wan to sae rite from the bottom of my heart... i wont forget the times tt i spend with u... cash converter... at KL... at rPBL first outreach... and the incident tt happen at pasir ris abt the drunk guy... i realli missed those dae... hope tt u can give me one more chance to be ur close frend again tt all i asked for...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Finally tot thro'

i finalli tot thro' le... since i like the gal for 8 yrs.. wat i am waiting for...??? y i didnt tel her abt my feeling??? am i afraid to be rejected??? i decide to woo her ask her out for a date... i took a lot of courage to ask her out on v dae... i bought her a braclet and i choose on my own...

but things dun turn out rite... i didnt manage to ask her out but at least i gt pass her the present... and we have a chat under her block for like 20 - 30 mins... it was quite a memorable v dae tt i ever have...

i got 2 memoable v dae n both is with her... one is during sec 3 the other is this yr...

sec 3 tt yr during recess time... i purposely walk pass her n wish her to enjoy tt dae... but as her frend is with her n some if them dun like mi much so she didnt sae anything n walk on...

at first i tot she didnt hear it or pretend didnt hear... but at tt nite she called mi and wish mi back n we chat for a hour plus tt nite... it was quite a happy moment... i treasure every moment i spend with her... realli... i treasure it veri much... but i dunno whether she felt the same ant...

hope tt she will accept mi one dae... love her so much and so deep... haiz...