Sunday, December 18, 2005

meetin boss after his attachment in china... and wat happened in this 3 mths...

when new sch semester start... i feel tt boss changed a lot after the trip to china... i do not know why but i juz feel his attitude towards mi changed a lot.. is it because of the incident happen eariler before??? i do not know...

Nevertheless, we still gt contact and have fun... i remember i meet him on the second week of sch reopen and we went to someplace near raffles shopping centre... we sat in the mac-donald and have a relaxing nite... we chat abt the experience he had during his attachment in china...

He told mi alot of things tt happened at dere... i so envy tt he have tis kind of experiences... really and i was vexed abt the proposal for Gentech camp...

I remember one of the wednesday i gathered my member to work on the planning and i was veri vexed abt the proposal already and one of the member keep on at one side scolding me saying she ask mi to plan eariler y i didnt listen to her... but the problem is that nt i wan to plan so late is tt all committee member is hard to gather... and the meeting have repeat everytime...

so i shoot her back on why tt time when we appoint leader you dun wan to be the leader and she sae she didnt sae she dont wan but not only me heard tt she sae she dun wan b leader...

i still remember when we sae abt the leader thingy is in the project dreamscape... sabrina and wilfred oso heard wat she said... in the end she put all the blame on me... which i find is veri unfair... they even tell me that they were veri unhappy with mi... but the problem is tt when i called for meeting who really turn up... i mean i set up the department already and i feel that they are old enough to organise the department meeting by themselves and update me... but they didnt they juz wait for mi to give instruction and they didnt even bother to ask mi what they should do...

i am really fed up so i told carol tt since they said me until like tt there no pt of me to be the leader again so i ask her to appoint wanjing to continue it... i juz wan to be helpin them... but the story nt end yet...

during the december holidae we go back sch to plan the things as it is to finallize everything... we were called to get back to sch early in the mourning but when we reach there we have no task to do and we sat in the lib for 4 hrs... we start to chat and play games in the end wanjing complain to our advisor that we were "playing games" with her... but the truth is tt we have nth to do... she didnt give us task... when carol came she threw her tablet pc on the table and ask us why we are playing tis kind of game but the problem is who started it first... sabrina, wilfred and i know it veri well... so i shoot back saying that if i wan to play game the previous nite i was having terrible headache and jz ate panodol goin to fall sleep soon i still ask wanjing to call me to settle some of the stuffs and lighten her workload... wat i get in return is scolding... which i feel is veri unfair... the worst thing is tt chee yuen mention one thing tt upset mi alot which is... "logistic ppl never do their work... ziqin and steve" in which i really do not know i was being post to logistic... no one told mi till we get back into a class den they told mi... i mean if they told mi eariler tt i am in logistic and i didnt do work i understand is my fault but they are over boarding it... they didnt tell mi i am in logistic and sae tt i didnt do my work... i was being accuse but wat more i can sae at tt pt of time... i dun wan to make the situation worst... so have to take all down...